Woke up this morning feeling very after a long nite of trying to get my work done, had two weeks to do it in but just never botherd. Have a lot of work for health and social that i need to do, am very far behind but i dont think im the only one. i got back from scotland on saturday, had a good time. Im already counting down the days till i go away again. it is exactly 65 days till i can pack my bags and up an move once again. I am realy going to have to stop deciding that i am going to go because i dont get any work done. im like a teenage gypsee on i dnt stay there as long as they do. I love the thought of being out doors rather than indoors, feel free to do what i want. as soon as i get my car i will be a way. i can spread my wings and go where ever i want to go! but at the moment i just go were every one else goes. i want to me my own person n do my own thing but at this moment in time it is impossibe to do that. i wanna go places non of my friends would even dream of going. i wanna be able to drive from one part of the uk to the other with out feeling i have to go home. i wanna see the world like no other person. but most of all i want to do this with the one i love! but i dont think that will be happening any time soon, as i havent found him yet! any way i think am going to hit the sheets.